The Reality™ Institute

September 16,
September 16,

Delayed by approximately 15 seconds or so was the reflection of Lydia Dulce delayed by approximately 15 seconds or so was the reflection of Lydia Dulce. She could no longer picture herself in her mind without feeling uncomfortable.

Gone were the days of flirtatious love and cocktail conversations. She could no longer picture herself in her mind without feeling uncomfortable. Gone were the days of flirtatious love and cocktail conversations. Here were the days of an inability to perform daily personal management. She had broken the mirrors of the house, making it so that she could not brush her hair, but the delayed reflection made it so that she could hardly apply make up in the first place as the person in front of the mirror applying make up would not be the same as the person in the reflection moments later. Here were the days of an inability to perform daily personal management. She had broken the mirrors of the house, making it so that she could not brush her hair, but the delayed reflection made it so that she could hardly apply make up in the first place as the person in front of the mirror applying make up would not be the same as the person in the reflection moments later. Portions of her personality were not the same, including large chunks that had indicated portions of her personality were not the same, including large chunks that had indicated that the only thing she really needed in life the only thing she really needed in life was someone to love more than light itself was someone to love more than light itself. Cutting began shortly after the mirrors were broken, primarily as a result of panged confusion, but fifteen seconds later as a result of some calm calamity. Cutting began shortly after the mirrors were broken, primarily as a result of panged confusion, but fifteen seconds later as a result of some calm calamity. The pieces of the mirror, the cutting implements, were a video lens that’s only television program was a series of reruns of the worst possible kind. The pieces of the mirror, the cutting implements, were a video lens that’s only television program was a series of reruns of the worst possible kind.

Living in a different perceptual world living in a different perceptual world than the rest than the rest, she she withdrew withdrew. The social contract of language and perceptual framing the social contract of language and perceptual framing was one she could no longer agree to was one she could no longer agree to, even with herself because she could even with herself because she could no longer identify with those clauses of personhood no longer identify with those clauses of personhood.

And so, she forged a new personality and so she forged a new personality using the heat of the day, using the heat of the day, leaving us leaving us with with the the disheveled disheveled person person we see before us: we see before us: refusing to talk to us refusing to talk to us or to do anything or to do anything because she has already said all that she has said and done all that she has done twice over, because she has already said all that she has said and done all that she has done twice over, the first time out of fear and hostility, and the second time the first time out of fear and in the most scripted hostility way and possible the second time in the most scripted way possible.

Writing writing became difficult to write difficult to write what she wanted to write what she wanted to write what she wanted to write what she wanted to write what what she wanted she wanted to write what to write what she wanted she to to write: write:

It wasn’t supposed to be this way
It wasn’t supposed to be this way
It wasn’t supposed to be this way
It wasn’t supposed to be this way
It wasn’t supposed to be this way
It wasn’t supposed to be this way
It wasn’t supposed to be this way
It wasn’t supposed to be this way
It wasn’t supposed to be this way
It wasn’t supposed to be this way

September 16,
That thing Lydia Dulce
September 16,
That thing Lydia Dulce

September 16,